It's Okay to Not Be Okay

9.7
2025

An author with severe antisocial tendencies learns to confront her deep emotional wounds when she meets a stranger who challenges her cold facade.

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Seasons

80 Episodes • Premiered 2025

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1. Once Upon a Same Day

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Patrick's life revolves around his nursing job and his brother. But an encounter with Mia, a sadistic children's book author, unlocks buried memories.

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2. Destiny Finds Us

Mia receives news about her father's condition, but refuses to cooperate with his doctors. A patient's escape pulls Patrick into a violent struggle.

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3. Shared Past

Patrick forgets to secure Mia's autograph for Matthew. But when Vincent invites him to the office, he comes face to face with Mia once again.

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4. Never Healed

Vincent attempts to buy Patrick's forgiveness. Seeking to keep Patrick in her life, a relentless Mia invites Matmat to her book signing.

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5. Made by Scars

Patrick recalls painful memories from his childhood days. An excited Matmat attends the author event, but a misunderstanding leads to chaos.

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6. Safety Pin

Mia's actions lead to a viral moment, and further trouble for Vincent and Madeth. Later, her offer to Patrick is met with cold resistance.

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7. Shadow Break

In search of peace and stability, Patrick and Matmat return to Maravida. A gossipy vlogger threatens to reveal Mia's biggest secret.

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8. Her Red Shoes

Matmat connects with his new doctor, giving hope to Patrick. As a storm rages, Mia arrives in Maravida and Patrick recalls a piece of his mother's past.

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9. Darkness Returns

Gemma confronts Mia about her relationship with Patrick. Later, Mia goes back to her childhood mansion, where a dark presence awaits.

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10. Fate Rewinds

A patient's return to the hospital leads to a chaotic day for Patrick and the nurses. Matmat reluctantly puts his skills to the test at a new job.

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11. Live Your Truth

At Mia’s class at the hospital, she shares her unique take on fairy tales. After receiving a paid art job, Matmat reveals his dream purchase to Patrick.

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12. Love Slap

Mia escapes with a patient, leading to a car chase and chaos at a political rally. Eden and Olivia’s competition takes an unsettling turn.

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13. Bad Date

Patrick reluctantly spends time with Mia as he considers how to handle her condition. Vincent tracks down Mia, hoping to make her return to Manila.

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14. Got Hit

Vincent appeals to Patrick for help. Later, he encounters Gemma at a restaurant. The hospital staff scrambles when two unexpected visitors arrive.

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15. Empty Can

Mia seeks out an enamored Matmat at the hospital, but their meeting draws Patricks's ire. A disturbing encounter occurs between Mia and her father.

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16. Rain Knows

Patrick struggles with regret after lashing out at Matmat. But when he learns about the attack on Mia, he frantically begins to search for her.

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17. Overnight Echoes

After getting drenched in the rain, Patrick takes Mia back to his home. But later, she refuses to leave. Matmat accuses Patrick of lying about the slap.

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18. Not Owned by You

An early-morning encounter between Gemma and Mia turns violent when harsh words are exchanged. Later Patrick tries to pacify Matmat.

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19. Work Strings

Mia hints at a mysterious new housemate, while a longtime patient eyes Patrick as a match for her daughter. A confession leaves Gemma heartbroken.

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20. I Am Mine

Matmat's decision to accept a job offer from Mia as her illustrator angers Patrick, causing a rift between the two brothers.

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21. He is Back

Patrick makes a decision to support Matmat's new job - but he has conditions. Vincent reveals his company woes to Madelyn.

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22. Within Mansion Walls

On the brothers' first night at Mia's home, she tells Matmat a disturbing tale. A man who used to work with Patrick's mother gives him a warning.

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23. Daughter to Her

As Matpat works on the pairing at the hospital, Dr. Ano asks him an unsettling question. A conversation with a patient leaves Mia in shock.

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24. Mother's Shadow

Haunted by memories, Mia seeks comfort as she struggles to cope. After several incidents, the hospital staff makes a decision regarding Mia's classes.

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25. Pull Closer

After learning about her hallucinations, Vincent and Madeth try to force Mia to leave the house, but Patrick steps in.

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26. Clear Moment

Mia tells Patrick about her dream, while Gemma and Vincent cross paths at a karaoke bar. Later, Dr. Anok asks Patrick about his relationship with Mia.

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27. Meet Satsat

After coming home drunk, Patrick gives Mia a gift with her nightmares. To find out more about Olivia, Eden suggests bonding over a drinking game.

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28. Unleashed

Mia returns to the hospital, leading to run-ins with Elvie and her father. Eden finds a curious letter in Samuel's bed.

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29. Little Traces

Mia makes a decision to change her look, but Matmat doesn't approve. Madeth finds out more about Gemma for a smitten Vincent.

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30. Slowly Together

Dr. Anok asks Patrick to keep a close eye on Zelda, a patient, after she begins acting strangely. Mia, Patrick and Matmat share a light moment together.

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31. Not Hers

When Matmat sees Mia holding Satsat, the two begin to fight, tearing the doll in half. Eden has an unsettling conversation with Samuel.

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32. Rivalries

Vincent and Madeth make themselves at home at Mama Li's house, despite Jason's annoyance. Matmat apologizes to Mia-but it comes with a warning.

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33. Is This Love?

While discussing Kai's secret relationship, Patrick reflects on his feelings for Mia. Bella grows emotional during Mia's class at the hospital.

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34. Out of Routine

After Patrick defends Mia from Jerome, he receives a 10-day suspension. But his plan for a romantic getaway soon comes to a screeching halt.

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35. Cut Short

Mia and Patrick make amends, but their intimate moment is interrupted. Gemma opens up to Macbeth, who gives her some frank advice.

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36. Protecting You

An agitated Samuel believes someone is out to kill him. As Patrick prepares for his trip with Mia, he has a revealing conversation with Dr. Anok.

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37. Love is Patient

Patrick and Mia run into Kai and Bella, who want to spend together before it's too late. Eden witnesses a violent encounter at the hospital.

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38. Breaking Chains

As Patrick begins to show his feelings for Mia, an anxious Matmat awaits his return. Eden grows suspicious of Olivia's behavior toward Samuel.

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39. Death Wish

Kai and Bella share a tearful farewell, Eden confronts Olivia about violating hospital policy and Matmat overhears a conversation about Patrick and Mia.

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40. Brothers' Rift

After Matmat's outburst, Mia tries to comfort Patrick, but he remains distraught. The staff worries about the brothers' relationship.

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41. Short-Lived Flame

While recuperating at the hospital, Matmat finds a curious book with a strange note on it. Mia confronts Patrick over his silence.

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42. Mama Dinosaur

While Mama Li sends Gemma and Vincent on an errand together, Nurse Eden spends time with Matmat. Gemma offers advice to Patrick.

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43. Rounds of Comfort

Patrick's tearful apology leads to a heartfelt reunion between brothers. Mia forces Gemma to share a meal — and a few drinks — with her.

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44. When We Miss

While recalling memories from their childhood days, Mia can no longer avoid the truth — that she misses Patrick's presence in her home.

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45. Birthday Blues

Triggered by a song, Samuel attacks Zelda and issues a warning to Patrick. Mia seeks comfort from Mama Li on her birthday — but finds a surprise instead.

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46. Secret Greetings

Mia recalls a birthday from year ago, Eden picks up a cake for someone special and Patrick rushes to find Zelda when Pogi is attacked.

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47. To Her Surprise

Patrick reaches Mia's home, only to find an ominous scene. As Mia confronts him over his priorities, he stumbles through his feelings for her.

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48. One Fight Day

Gemma agrees to a coffee date with Vincent. Mia makes a promise to Patrick after he reveals the real reason behind Matmat's trauma.

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49. Bringing Closer

After clashing with Matmat, Mia seeks his approval. News of Samuel's health devastates the hospital staff, especially Olivia.

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50. His Dream World

Patrick shares his new outlook on life with Jason. Gemma and Mama Li try to soften Matmat, then discuss Gemma's date with Vincent.

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51. Be My Brother

Jason complains about his dwindling chances at love with Gemma. Matmat and Patrick share a fancy meal together — but balk when the bill arrives.

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52. Butterfly Effect

Patrick and Mia discuss the future together while filming a video for her new endorsement. Gemma grows weary as Vincent spends time with her ex.

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53. The Real Butterfly

Newly discharged from the hospital, Tommy has a terrifying episode in a bus, forcing Matmat to spring into action. Later, Matmat faces his own fears.

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54. Enduring Truths

As Patrick grapples with a heartbreaking truth, he searches for answers. Gemma urges Mia to visit her dying father, while Eden and Olivia clash again.

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55. Family Picture

Mia's family photo shoot with the brothers hits a roadblock when Patrick refuses to take part. But a hidden note leads to a change of heart.

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56. Beyond Fear

As Matmat tries to draw butterflies, he meets a new illustration challenge — crafting facial expressions. Patrick tries to get answers out of Samuel.

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57. Patient Samuel

An ailing Samuel makes a startling confession to Patrick, Eden and Olivia as he recalls a terrifying night from his past.

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58. The Last Secret

After an escape at the hospital, the staff searches for the missing patient. Patrick urges Mia to face the truth, while Dr. Anok expresses his doubts.

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59. Your Care, My Care

The appearance of a butterfly drawing on Matmat's mural causes him to break down. Mia recognizes the unique design, leading to a harrowing realization.

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60. Rekindled

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Vincent urges Mia to meet him, while Patrick finds a book belonging to Ingrid. When Madeth's brother starts to bully her, Jason steps up to defend her.

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61. Dance with Danger

After checking security footage, Patrick races to find who painted over Matmat's mural. The group debates how to handle Olivia and Eden.

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62. The Real Face

Mia worries Patrick and the group when she rushes off for an errand. Gemma and Vincent have a heart-to-heart conversation about the future.

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63. Return to Me

As the truth becomes clear, Patrick urges caution but Mia remains defiant, as she and Matmat attend an interview for the new book.

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64. Face the Monster

With Matmat in danger, Mia and Patrick rush to the house to save him. Patrick learns new information about his mother's death.

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65. Happy Day

After a harrowing night, Patrick and Mia find solace in one another, while Matmat finally gets the gift of his dreams.

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66. Episode 66

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67. Episode 67

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68. Episode 68

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69. Episode 69

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70. Episode 70

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71. Episode 71

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72. Episode 72

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73. Episode 73

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74. Episode 74

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75. Episode 75

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76. Episode 76

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77. Episode 77

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78. Episode 78

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79. Episode 79

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80. Episode 80

Cast

Photo of Anne Curtis

Anne Curtis

Emilia Hernandez / Mia

Photo of Joshua Garcia

Joshua Garcia

Patrick Gonzales / Patpat

Photo of Carlo Aquino

Carlo Aquino

Matthew Gonzales / Matmat

Photo of Michael De Mesa

Michael De Mesa

Samuel Hernandez

Photo of Enchong Dee

Enchong Dee

Vincent Rumido

Photo of Kaori Oinuma

Kaori Oinuma

Gemma Bautista

Photo of Meryll Soriano

Meryll Soriano

Tessie Gonzales

Photo of Geoff Eigenmann

Geoff Eigenmann

young Samuel Hernandez

Photo of Alora Sasam

Alora Sasam

Cynthia Graciano / Chin-Chin

Photo of Noel Comia Jr.

Noel Comia Jr.

Young Matmat

Photo of Rio Locsin

Rio Locsin

Nanay Liwanag

Photo of Edgar Mortiz

Edgar Mortiz

Anok Lumbera Sr.

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Reviews

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Yohan Yukiya Sese Cuneta 사요한

9/10

**A P-drama premiere reaction** (E01 & E02)

Wow.

And I will say it again, wow.

Episodes 1 and 2 were, in one word, awesome. Growing up in the Philippines, I have seen P-drama productions swing wildly from 'embarrassingly bad' to 'painfully laughable', but this? This passed my standards. Easily. I rarely say this, but I approve—at least for these two episodes. I hope, really hope, they can keep this same level of production quality all the way through.

## Anne Curtis

Anne Curtis. Let's talk about her first. She has always been a remarkable actress, but I have not watched any of her shows for years. Seeing her again in this series left me pleasantly surprised—her craft has matured, sharpened, evolved. She nailed her character's vibe, presence, and emotional depth. However… I just wished she spoke more Filipino.

Why? Every time she switches to English, something change, her delivery softens and the impact fades just a little. Meanwhile, when she speaks in Filipino, her lines bite, they carry weight, there is sharpness, a certain heaviness, a rawness that lingers. It is not the same when she goes full English. Taglish works fine—switching mid-sentence, flowing naturally—but pure English dilutes the emotion.

Now, I do wonder if this is less about Anne and more about the language itself. Filipino, and Pacific-Asian languages in general (not 'Asia-Pacific' which includes Oceania), is richer in tone, cadence, and expression. Even Philippine English, though unique, pales in comparison to the colour and rhythm of our native tongues. Maybe English just does not have the same emotional punch for scenes like these.

So, no shade on Anne. It might be a language barrier more than a performance issue. All the more reason for the writers to lean heavier on Filipino dialogue for her moving forward.

## Carlo Aquino

Carlo Aquino plays Matthew Gonzales, or 'Matmat', an autistic character. Based on what I have seen, Matmat most likely falls under Level 2 Support Needs, referencing DSM-5 (North America) and ICD-11 (Europe) standards.

Carlo's portrayal? Spot on. He understands his character is neither Level 1 nor Level 3. He did not overact. He didn not exaggerate. I could tell he researched well, respected the nuances of autistic behaviours, and truly grasped that autism is a multidimensional spectrum—not a linear scale. For that, I offer my sincerest respect and gratitude.

Same praise goes to the director, who clearly took the time to understand autism before stepping into production.

(Quick aside: while many in the autistic community, including myself, are not huge fans of these clinical labels, I am using them here since they are what most non-autistics understand. It is important to meet people where they are before unpacking the more complex realities.)

## Disabilities Representation

One thing that really struck me—they showcased a range of disabilities and mental health conditions from the very start. From episode one, it is clear: this story is to be taken seriously. And that, for me, is everything.

Again, I have no point of reference for the original K-drama. But seeing how the P-drama adaptation treats these topics with weight and dignity? I am here for it. As someone who absolutely despises discrimination and ableist nonsense, this matters to me.

Why does it matter so much? Because too often, disabilities are treated as:

- a joke
- a convenient plot device
- a random twist
- something light and comedic
- or a token flaw people can brush off with the dreadful "we all have disabilities" excuse (just… no).

I am hoping—no, I am begging—that this adaptation keeps this same serious tone and purpose, not just for the premiere but all throughout. I want this show to haunt people in a good way. To remind them of empathy. To make them think twice before judging. To normalise representation while also educating audiences about mental, social, genetic, and psychological conditions.

Because, after all, the title says it clear as day: **It's Okay to Not Be Okay**.

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